i hate HIM!

dun be surprise if dis "HIM" refers to the person call Daddy..yes, i hate my own dad..in fact, i've been hating him ever since he gt his 1st gf 2yrs aftr my mum passed away..n dat 1st gf of his (which i refer to as motherfuckin cocksucker bitch), took omos everyth away frm us, includin torn my family apart..

n guess wat? thgs r nvr the same anymore..i admit im nt dat close wit my dad since small, bt aftr mum left, i've been closer to him in dat 2yrs..jz as i tot our relationship wil gets better, dat bitch came n changed everyth..n thx to her dat i've made the biggest decision in my life - leave my family n frens, my lovely hometown, to further study in KL..i couldnt stand livin under the same roof wit her..u cant imagine how it's like..

aftr omos 3yrs, dat bitch finally left our home cz my dad force her to leave..gud news i tot it was, until bad thgs start to happened..u'll nvr noe rite..alrite i'll skip dat part..early of dis yr, he found his 2nd gf..well, i cn say dat she's way better than the 1st one..dats the 1st impression she gave me..bt wat if i thk it the other way..?

i reli gv a deep thought on it..even tho dis aunty is gud, bt my dad somehow still neglect us..he spent too much time wit her than wit us, his own children..based on my common sense, i guess dey had already registered themselves as husband n wife..n FYI, dis aunty had a daughter (her husband ran away some time ago)..i jz hope dat in future, i dun hv to wake up the nex mornin receivin news dat i hv new stepbrother or stepsister..

due to spendin too much time wit her, my dad care less bout the younger ones..i reli pity dem..i hate my dad cz he did nt educate dem well..if oni i hv enuf money, im sure gona brin dem over here..(moral: dun hv too many children if u cant afford to support dem!) providin food, shelter n education oni is nt enuf if lack of LOVE! mark my words, love is the most important thg in raising ur children..

nobody dat i cn depend on to look aftr my youngest sis..even my 2nd sis is useless, wat more to say my bro..n my youngest sis's godmother, she is totally useless as well.."godmother" is jz a name..she nvr reli did her responsibilities..fuck off..

my dad bought another house..a double-storey..the previous apartment rent to othr ppl..yes, we're goin to live wit dat aunty n her daughter..dis is wat i've nvr imagined..n big possibilities dat i hv to share room wit her daughter if i go bk kch during my holidays..try to force down a bottle of poison down my throat i oso wont call her "mummy"..grr..

thr r more bad thgs dat he did, bt i think it's pointless for me to continue anymore..i shud end my post here..im nt used to talk so details bout my family prob in my blog..jz wana talk my heart out..

n reli thx for accompanying me..i felt much better..