croupier

yesterday i went up to Genting Highland for walk-in interview. thr r many positions n i couldnt make up my mind to choose. i hv sum classmates workin as Guest Service Assistant at the casino. i've nvr been in a casino b4 as i hvn reach the age of 21. my fren suggested me to try Croupier. croupier is also known as dealer. as u all noe, croupier's job is to deal cards at the table, sounds easy rite? so i think i'll gv dat a try.

i filled up the application form n waited whole day for my name to be called. n finally, i was the last one went in. god, the interview was kinda hard. they checked my hand to make sure dat i dont hv sweaty palms. then they checked my colour vision. n the last 1 is the hardest which is mental calculation. ahh..i nvr like calculation, hate it so much. bt i managed to solve all the questions aftr crackin my rusty brain. @__@

the interviewer told me dat i was accepted n pass me the letter. he explained dat i wil start trainin on 1st July for 22 days. i wil hv to report to HR on dis comin wednesday. aftr trainin, thr wil be an exam. if i pass, i cn stay thr n bcum normal worker. if fail, den i hv to pack my stuff n leave. oh ya, they provide us wit accomodation n meals.

well, not much time left. better start packin my stuff now. anyway, wish me luck for the croupier exam. wait, did i mention dat croupier's attire r skirt, high heels, pantyhose n maybe sum make-ups? oh god help me~~T__T  

a home that doesn't felt like a home..

i juz came bk to kl from my holidays in kch a few days ago..the "home" which i refer to is the one in kch..as wat i've told u in my previous post, my dad bought a house but we still cant move in yet so we're currently stayin at a temporarily house..

it was a total suck whn the 1st day i landed in kch..cant even go bk to my own home..thr is no place to slp..dat aunty's daughter is slpin at my bed..all i wanted aftr a tiring flight journey is a warm rest..but no..i cant get it at my own home..lucky me dat i hv a circle of good frens at kch, dey offered me a night stay at their place til my dad arrange a place for me to slp..

n so i stayed over at Karen's..but i couldn't slp cz i caught a flu n sneezin nonstop..so i jz lie down at her living room sofa, waitin for time to pass..managed to fell aslp though, bt it din last for more than half an hour..it was so sufferin for me..i drove my dad's car to Karen's, wit all my luggage in it..n my dad told me dat he wana use his car early nex mornin..so he called at 6am, i rushed to him..imagined me speedin 120km/h frm 11th miles to kch at 6am wit my eyes barely open!

it was so messy as i get my 1st sight on dat temporarily house..n so dusty dat it keeps me sneezin nonstop the moment i stepped in..i hate it so much..i think i've gone crazy the nex moment i enter my room..i cant stand it..the heat in dat room..haiz!

but it's ok..i jz nid a place to slp..the rest of the time im out wit my frens..i dun like to stay at home..the fact dat aunty n her daughter is around, reli makes me feel like a stranger at dat house..im feelin so awkward..it doesn't feel like home u noe..even my dad nw pays more attention to his stepdaughter..dis is wat reli breaks my heart the most..hw would u feel if ur own dad loves other children more than his own children??

from deep down my heart, i seriously blamed my dad for not teachin my little siblings well..my youngest sis doesn't listen to me, i caught my 11yrs old bro smokin wit a bunch of bad frens few days b4 i came bk kl, n even my sis who jz got bk from NS are behavin so wild..i duno wat to do wit dem..

the fact dat im so far from dem, i cn oni let dem be..for now, i nid to focus on finding job to support myself..